Thursday, May 03, 2007
Second post of the daySo the second entry of the day.
There's a cant-be-describle feelings within me. I wont say that it's a good feeling.
I got to admit this days, I have been thinking so much. ( be it as in studies, family or relationship )
Last night, I just pour out everything with unlimited flow of tears coming down my cheek. I find nobody to talk neither do I wish to call anyone up to complain how I am a loser. ok.. I know it sounded contradicting.
Looking back at my bf, he is busying with his own work. Very stress he is yet I cant do anything about it. I dont feel good and really worried for his health as well. I should be more independent; that's all I can say. gees sounded so mushy. I speaking from my heart.
I digress Im not trying to emo but I really feel so. I got the right to feel so right?
Btw, I intend to quit my job as I think I really need some space for me, myself, friends and family. I wont mentioned about bf as Im meeting him every single days. ah hur~
*JUST IN THE PROGESS OF THINKING WHETHER SHOULD I QUIT THAT PERFECT JOB.
And now Im feeling tired and abit i-dont-know-what-to-do feelings.
off to my class! ciaoz~
