Friday, March 16, 2007
what i am doing nowadaysI am posted to Republic. Yes I know I told u guys before but I wanna to say it one more time can.
I am really disgusted by one of friends, C, about what and how she talk behind me. Yeah! Girls's words are definitely mean and crude ( Beyond what you can actually think ). Anw FUCK IT ! ! since she wont be in my friend's list anymore but still im going out with her. Yes what a hyporcrite I am.
I have been drinking for consecutive 2 days. okok I know it may not be tiring for some of you but but but but buttttt Im really tired and coming to get sick of drinking. Later still meeting D and company for drinking session again.
Relationship going up then down then up then down again and it's still down. Honestly, I dont belong to those type that need attention for 24/7 but I still need to know his heart is pumping with me always. ( btw, I didnt mean anything or hinting anyone by saying this hur )
So far I think Im handling my feelings very well. I feel so no-interest about talking such stuff so FUCK IT as well! lol
... And truely
I LOVE MYSELF ALOT.
