Thursday, September 21, 2006
RantingI had got back some of my exam papers. The result i got really reflects on how much effort I put in.
PHY : 19/65
ENG : 48/100
D&T : 59/100
MATH PAPER 1 : 42/80
The mark I got isn't any mark for me to be proud of is not what I want. = ( Obviously, I didnt put in enough effort to do the best. I feel tired when im not supposed to, feeling enegertic but im not doing what is important ( for example : play ). For now, Im feeling sad but yet im still smiling happily.
Well well well.. nobody will understands my feeling now.. I dont know how to translate all my thoughts into words.
And now what coming into mind is my studies. Im now standing in a position of die-die-got-to-get-in-poly. The two main reasons are I myself wanna to get in badly and other one is my mum said so.
I really feel so fustrated when my teacher starts to nag on our O level. In my school, there is a few of abhorrent losers with a detestable attitude ( this really pissed me off ) .It get even worse when I reached home, is my mother who started to NAG again ! Other thing is I really hate to admit I dislike my mother sometimes. You know Im so tired after school. When i reached home, i really wanted to sit and rest in silent.....
Anyway, Im looking forward to tomorrow and saturday's dating witjh S. *smiling
Time to hit the books . chiong arh
