Saturday, September 16, 2006
how im feeling right nowThere is misty in my eyes, no matter how hard i try to rub my eyes. It just cant get away.
This feeling is really torturing me physically and mentally.
My head is weighting at hundred pounds, the pain im having now is spreading from my forehead to the back of the head. I try to use a towel and wrap over my entire head, hoping that this is will ease the pain.
I feeling so bloody fustrated as im so confused what im going to do next ? I did think of getting somebody to whine on ..... but i didnt at last. I wanted to cry out loud but for goodness sake what am i crying for?
The permisstic side of me started to reveal.. As I started question myself with the most saddist qns ever..
" Why on earth is everybody happily doing their on stuffs except me ? "
my throatpain is really killing me too. I cant hear the surrounding ( is like there's echo ). I took my temperature just now and it's stating 37.8......this explained why im thinking in a saddistic way.
