Sunday, August 13, 2006
13/08/06, Sunday- Emo-Confession -
I was staying back at home again. Cant believe i actually playing online games like insanquarium ( www.popcap.com ) for such long hours
As usual i'll online for bloody 6 hours or even more than that. I dont know. The reason why im online for so long is because i know that there would be people just like me killing time.
So i will be talking with the same group of people. Unexpected that everyone left one by one .. till the conference only left me and pathetic me..pls~ anyone pity me?
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However this not i wanna say now. I heard some unpleasant stuffs about me and I am really flare up with it ( sibei sibei du lan ).
Im not a flirt. I admit I have more boy-friends than girls. Honestly, I think that Im not really girly, maybe open-minded ( most girls are not ). That's why I clicked better with boys ok? The boys you think im always hanging around is like how i treated my brother. Please get it clear is brothers ya? not GOD-BROTHERs , i dont have one too btw.. I do have close girl-friends too, just that you dont know.
i didnt asked guy to pay for me unless he die die insist that he wanted.
Im not a whore alright? I went out with money in purse. Make it clear ~
Is not that i dont wanna to intro him-s, Im not a match maker and i dont like being one as well. Besides that, if you dont know me I have only one and clearly one crush alright!
I didnt tell you my sercerts is not because i dont trust you guys. Everyone needs privacy and I need it too. You dont know my school. Well.. you dont expect to report you my daily lifestyle and so on right?
Most important is the fact that Im still single, for heaven's sake.
If I going with somebody. things would be different.....
Honestly, I am quite tired of hearing this kind of comments on me. This isn't the first time. Why I am so concerned and upset this time round is because i heard it from my friend who i thought you know me the best! yes!!!!! i really upset with those negative comment. Im feel like bursting out into tears, I dont feel worth it for you guys anymore
Thanks for making me to reconsider my friends for once. Im just being honest.
Im still living very very well without ppl like you
