Sunday, August 06, 2006
06/08/06, Sunday- no sense -
Being me , the restless and gregarious person who finds even spending one whole day at home a mental torture. Sometimes, boredom really drives someone nuts.
Did i mention i really loathe exams alot? well.. is pretty obvious who likes it man! Coping myself locked up at in the small pathetic room to prevent unnesscary distraction.
What goes on my mind isnt book. Is some unwarped problem waiting for me to overcome it which i dont think i can.. ok...let's called it pathetic. However my half - awaken mind of mine is still capable of being aware of the surroundings.
Extreme mental torture is when you're being feed and you're super heathly, kept alive and facing isolation for eternity in a room. Can't you imagine? You can do nothing inside and you think of the same thought ( thinking of your love ones ) daily~ DEATH is certainly be most welcome.
...Insanity only remain in temporary state so dont blame me if you think i spouting senseless things.
* wry smile
**Btw, i had removed my tagboard but please dropped a comment if you're free
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To Adrian,
I think this is the only way to communicate with you. Honestly, i hate doing this ( writing a letter on my blog ) as i prefer to face to face. Guess you're not doing well and you know im fucking worry about your illness. I appreciate what you're doing.. Thank alot brother!!!!
