Tuesday, June 27, 2006
- my mood goes down -
I knew I have hidden some of my feelings deep in my mind long long ago and it's still sinking now. I didn't told anyone about that. Well... is not that i dont trust my friends. I want to save some pride for myself and overcome it by myself.
Here again, i dont know why i am writing something i dont wanna to write. Maybe the main reason is I hate to answer qns that i don't wish to hear. ( this is one of the point I always dont admit ). Am I a over-egotism person? I talked too much to myself perhaps.
Sometimes, the unrealistic part of me revealed. I hope to have a cardboard that could bring me back to the path so that I wouldn't walk the wrong path. I felt fuck up when I thinking of such things.
As the saying goes ' All our dreams can come true if we have courage to pursue it '.
I hope that it is true because I knew I had all the courage long long ago. If only one's is given a rare opportunity.
'' Everyone needs a shoulder to lean on " Thanks my friends! * smile
Mr big - To be with you
